AHH! School's Started!

School's started and I'm so excited!
 
I feel so refreshed.. maybe its coz I have just realised that it's my last year in NTU and last year to enjoy! :P
 
So I'm gonna study hard.. focus on my FYP.. and Enjoy! Live life to the fullest! No regrets once I leave!
 
But much as I think of these great goals I am frightened.... of what? who? Well... who else? No one else but myself.. of me giving up.. of me getting disappointed.. tired.. etc... BUT No NO NO! ........That's not the way to go isn't it? It's precisely these trials that we must face and overcome. And now that I have "a goal"... I think it's so much better.
 
So I'm free! Free to pursue my dreams! I'm free, coz my Saviour has freed me from the chains of insecurity and lack of self-worth! I'm free.. Free to dance and shout! I'd like to think that when I walk down the aisles of NTU, I am not that moody-grumpy faced stressed follower, but a child of Christ.. full of joy, love, and victory! 
 
Ohhhh I'm just so hopeful.. Studies will be important, but not everything. Like what Nat always says, Seize the moment! I will just enjoy every bit, the best I can... Oh what a hopeful thought.. I think these thoughts give me strength... Praise God.. 
 
I'm like sounding a little delirious.. not that I did anything spectacular.. ON the contrary, it's coz I did NOTHING spectacular today. Spent 3 hrs waiting for something to print at the super-crowded Library 1 photocopying shop. And nothing came out! Or rather, it came out, but someone took it, thought it was rubbish, and threw it away! :X Anyway... I was so ready to swear at the photocopying shop people but on the bus ride home.. I just thought,.. Oh what the heck! Why so serious? so unhappy? And immediately, I looked around and saw the beauty of God's presence in me.. my life.. telling me that happiness is all in my hands.. Do I want it? Or because of my narrow-mindedness and short-sightedness, simply miss it altogether!??