Latest thoughts - It's March...

Time flies... Once again, I dream. I'm thinking, that I don't want 2008 to pass by just like that. I want it to be yet another meaningful year. So far, I have been doing many things, fulfilling things, but I don't think i'm satisfied coz i have no goal ahead. no future plans. I am a bit uncertain. After all the worrying and debating with myself, I find peace in the word patience - yet again. I might be a fool to be too patient. Perhaps, it may be another word for lazing, or sitting back. But let's not forget that i plan to work harder from now, so it's not really procrastinating. It's making my time even more worth each minute of the day, maximising each second, putting my brain to the work. Rather, I should be patient for what is God's next step for me. In the meantime, do my work well.

Just watched 10,000 BC. Man.. don't watch that show. It's typical, pass the story on kind of plot.. and a mismash of too many elements, subplots, characters, geographical regions, and not to mention, eras. From mountain men to slavery in a sorta egypt-like country for the gods, it borders mystical, yet, fails terribly. I don't know. As I am talking, i dislike the show even more. So rating is 1 star.

I should have just watched L:Change the world!! Even though i heard not so good reviews on that, i bet it would still be better!!!! AT LEAST I CAN SEE L!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....... hahaa..

Ok! Better now.

After last night's art lesson... I just look back and think - I remember the time in primary school winning some art competition. Man... i think I was proud of it. Then, i remember doing some art tests, joining art club... doing some batik painting and lots of others.. I always got A something for the art I did... Then i remember being nominated for the AEP programme - though it was too far away. Then went to KC. Got best in Art in Sec 1 and 2 or somewhat in that region. Then art classes ended and science classes took over. Yes, good.. but it got too tough. Moving on was communications. And now, i'm into web content, copywriting i guesS? But there's always a love for art. Maybe because of society, I feel too restricted, too proper, and follow rules. But i'm glad to have discovered (by God's Grace) this art hobby once again. It was not by chance. I believe God is helping me to fulfil my dreams my hidden potentials, and my passion for life. If not, what joy is there in life?

Today I just asked mummy a stark question - i said, do you go for Confession? and she said no. And i was filled with sadness and compassion.

And I just remember, once again, my initial love for Christ, when I first got touched by the Holy Spirit. I was sorry, for all the people in the world who were rich in material wealth and things, but spiritually impoverished. And I wanted to be a good samaritan, to give them spiritual insights that I myself have experienced. Though, that journey is never the easy path. It is the narrow path.

Now I know. I feel I am walking up a new mountain. I don't quite know the name of this mountain - but I am guessing that it is called "patience and prayer". The word patience has popped out to me Infinite times...and I just know it is God. I open my laptop and the word Patience is on my desktop wallpaper... I open my email inbox and it is there in my daily devotional bible scripture verse. I pray and i can think of no other word than patience.. persevere... wait.. wait wait... Abi said during worship last Saturday the Isaiah verse on Wait on the Lord and you will soar like eagles...

Then, just before posting this blog... i was thinking of this "prepare the way, prepare the way of the Lord.. Jesus.. Jesus I love you..." ..THEN i read Isaiah 40 coz of that verse heard last Sat, and it says this:

3 A voice of one calling:
"In the desert prepare
the way for the LORD [a] ;
make straight in the wilderness
a highway for our God. [b]

Read Isaiah 40


God Bless,