This Day...

Good news today.. Me Elaine & Claire have got one more lobang for a Wedding end October. Cool.. so cool.. now how much time do i have left in the week to have practices? Looks like I've gotta skip youth group meeting again at John10:10 this friday... Since July I've not been attending their sessions, only the small growth group (cell) meetings. Man... i actually do feel the lack of spiritual support and really miss them.

It's been a whirlwind of a week..1st week at my new job as Copy Editor at IQPC Worldwide.. pretty cool.. I'm finding that this position suits me rather well. BUT I'm stressed! I cornered myself when i suggested that to enable myself to gain credibility, I could do a test (aka... Testing 15 people on their copywriting skills/knowledge?!) And so now i've to create a test for them and it's been festering.. have to submit draft tomorrow but it's still sketchy and not to mention today is a great day to sleep and do nothing.. and i have this buggin my head.. Arh so difficult. It's easy to say i should do it first and get done with it.. but then the unwelcome bugger called procrastination comes and wrestles with me.. and I fight.. and am losing this battle against time.. now it's like 6pm and i'm going... ahhh only 6hrs more to tomorrow... *how dramatic*

Silly me aint' it? How worrisome i can get!

Anyway, It's been great this whole day coz i really am doing nothing,.. just thinking reflecting.. and watching Bleach! It's a really cool anime.. much better animation than Naruto. And just started on this one called Black Cat. Cool too.. action packed man. Sometimes.. it's really nice to drift of to a world of adventure, suspense, fighting and you actually feel with the characters. Perhaps that makes up for the boring life that I seem to be having right now.. but that won't remain long. I just joined California Fitness coz of a great corporate package that they were offering at the company! More exciting days ahead! And looking towards some hip hop with Pauline.. missing out on blading so far though..must get my lazy butt moving.. & Rollin!

And well, Steven Curtis Chapman is still my favourite singer! Inspiring, motivating, Faith, superb acoustic guitar and orchestra arrangement... If only I could one day be playing in that kind of orchestra.. cool aint't it?

ANyway, yesterday, I went for the CJC retreat and it was my first time in their air-conditioned hall. God is so good.. there was an opportunity to go for confession and I had been shirking it for the longest time.. say.. when was my last confession? So finally.. i went.. and it was a sombre time.. felt dry but i knew that God's power to absolve my sins was real. Indeed. That night i was tired.. and hungry coz i missed dinner. Couldn't half concentrate on the praying over during the healing night. But later.. managed to go for supper and had a good sleep. Sigh.. what's worrying me so much? Ministry it seems... I just wonder what is this burden that God is putting in my heart? Is it something? or is it just uncalled for? Oh God won't you please tell me?

This Day (my reflection for today...)
Steven curtis chapman
Album: Declaration (2001)

Yesterday the sky was bright and clear
I could see the sun and I could hear the song
Faith flowed like a river free and deep
And grace was not so hard to be believed
But that was yesterday
And what was close enough to touch
Now seems a world away
So what about this day

This day all His mercies are new
This day every promise is true
Father, help me to believe
Give me faith I need to know You
And trust You this day
This day

Who knows what tomorrow's light will bring
Tears to cry or maybe songs to sing out loud
But only God can see that far away
And He made us for living day by day'
Cause He wants us to see
That the God that He's been every day of history
Is who He is this day

This day all His mercies are new
This day every promise is true
Father, help me to believe
Give me faith I need to know You
And trust You'

Cause You are the same yesterday and today and forever
Through every season Your truth and Your grace never change
Oh, Lord, I do believe
That the God that You've been every day of history
Is who You are this day
This day...This day

This day Your mercies are new
This day Your promise is true
This day my hope is in You, Lord
This day
This day all His mercies are new
This day every promise is true
Father, help me to believe
Give me faith I need to know You
And trust You this day

I'm gonna trust you this day
Yeah Yeah
This Day